I forgot I had this...

Yea right.... I didn't forget, I just stayed in my position of denial. If I don't admit, I don't have to face it.

Man that has been the story of my life. It seems that it always where I end up.

The past couple of days have not gone well. I find myself the target of my wife's anger. It seems then that I resort back to feeling that I can't do anything right.

I hate this feeling.

Where I am at...

Right now I don't know what to do with my life or even where I am at. So much has happened to me and I am not in a very good place right now. I'm hoping that maybe I can work through these emotions to find the true me.